Today was a very depressing day. My “fear of flying” ate me alive. I woke up at 3am, couldn’t go back to sleep for one hour because I had the most wicked thoughts about a plane crash. And I couldn’t stop those thoughts and at about 4am I was glad that my tiredness came back to put me asleep again. The awkward part on this – it wasn’t even me flying. My Mom and Sister flew (they should be landing in Atlanta, Georgia right now) to the States today, to Siesta Key (Sarasota), Florida (I must say I’m jealous they are allowed to spend the next two weeks in such a beautiful place), with Delta Airlines.
My fear of flying is pretty frustrating. When I fly I’m totally terrified (note that I’ve been flying since I was two years old and at least once each year) but the older I get/got, the more I got scared. 9/11 didn’t really support my fear.
I really wish I wouldn’t have that fear, this whole day I was a nervous wreck (it scares me most to know the plane is over the ocean), I really wish I wouldn’t feel this way because I’d love to see so many more places on this world, I’d love to fly to the States again (plus, I still have a free flight with Delta because of all my sky miles) – the States have so awesome shops :D.
Next year the geography class is flying to Crete or Santorini, I’d love to go but… eh, I’m afraid I won’t go. I haven’t been on vacation for sooo long though (except Austria).
Anyways, to get my thoughts away, I’ve been surfing for Engagement-rings 😀 Germany really doesn’t have any pretty ones, so I googled for Tiffany’s. There’s even a store in Munich 🙂 Oh, they have such pretty rings. I want one <3.
Back to the US - do you have any ideas on what my mom/sister could bring me back from the States? I already “ordered” a few things, like
- Victoria’s Secret Panties
- Clinique cream
- Clinique eyeliner
- Pillow cases (Germany doesn’t have the American size)
Have a good start into the new week!